In a few months, I'll be stepping into a vast sea of unknown, travelling mysterious territories. Somehow, amidst all the long hours and hard days, I must find a way to keep myself focused, centred, balanced and most of all motivated.
Keeping this blog, I think, will help me through it. I'll report the good , the bad, the ugly and be able to reflect on it by just letting it all out.
Today, I started by writing a small note in my agenda on the first page. A reminder of my mindset going in to this program entitled " Expectations " and an empty slot to be filled out after the first year or whenever I see fit and feel like something needs to be added or corrected entitled " Reality ". It starts of like this ..
" Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up." - Thomas Edison
Expectations : Hard work, too much. Loads of pressure, I crumble, weak, feeling sorry for myself. Failure, success, learning, fighting. Don't give up, this is it, your big break. The moment you've been waiting for. Today, history is made ; a legend born. Picture yourself 3 years from now when you graduate and get your first job. 10 years from now when you become Artistic Director, 30 years from now when your ideas, your dreams become reality. Don't give up - Fight on.
Until next time,
Yours truly.
